Not so easy.

That's how I feel all torn up inside, things that are what aren't, things that aren't but seems to be, things that I want but better not have it, things I have but rather not. Feeling confuse and gratful at the same time, somehow lost inside myself.

"Suponho que me entender não é uma questão de inteligência e sim de sentir, de entrar em contato... Ou toca, ou não toca". Clarice Lispector